I sat there awaiting in the doctor's office. One of my hands fiddled with the zipper on my jacket while the other absentmindedly rubbed my belly. I was close to 2 months pregnant. I was only sixteen I knew I couldn't take of no kids plus the father was a fucking dead beat wouldn't even claim it. Also I didn't want to disappointment my mama. She already has too much on her plate.
" Onika Maraj the doctor may see yo know", the nurse at the desk called out.
I was knocked out of my thoughts. She lead my to the back room into the abortion area. She gave me some clothes to change in for the procedure.
I as I changed my thoughts raced every which way.
Can I kill him or her?
I am not God so do I have the right to kill this my baby?
Can I leave with myself?
What would my mother say?
A tear fell from my face. Then there was a small knock on the bathroom door.
" Ms. Maraj the doctor is ready for you now".
I took a deep breathe and mad my decision.
I woke up a cold sweat. Fresh tears stained my face. I was taken back. I looked around the room to see that I was not in the hotel but in the hospital. My clothes where changed into medical scrubs and my body was hooked up this huge machine.
" How the hell did I get here ?" , I thought to myself.
My question was answer when my eyes landed on him. He shifted in his sleep signaling that he was about to wake up. The sun hit his beautiful eyes making them shine.
" You're awake you've been sleep for about 3 weeks now and-", I cut him off in mid sentence.
Even though he brought me here didn't mean I trust him.
" Look not to be rude or anything but I don't trust you okay? It seems like every time your around my ass always ends up in hot water and your no where to be found. So you could do my a favor and just leave".
" Look I know your confused right now but just let me explain myself ", he begged.
I shook my head like a stubborn child. " FUCK NO! It's probably because of you is why I'm in here", I have screamed making my throat burn.
" Look Nicki just let me explain -"
I tore my eyes away from him as the door handle began to move and the doctor walked in.
" Good Afternoon Ms. Maraj I'm glad that you've woken up your where in a coma for about almost a month. And you too Mr. Graham. You need to thank this man Onika he saved your life even gave you his blood.
I looked over to Drake and saw anger and sympathy wash over his face.
" I'm happy that your feeling better and everything we still got to run a few more test on you to make sure your body is functioning", he continued. " But umm Ms. Maraj I have to some bad news ... " He looked down at his chart as I bit my lips nervously.
" Let's see due to massive blood lose, injury to the lower stomach, and stress you had a miscarriage you lost your baby I'm sorry".