2 months later
I was woken up by the sound of my Iphone going off. I grabbed my phone off the charger and unlocked the screen without locking.
" What ", I mumbled.
" Damn it's that the best way to greet yo bestfriend ", he said. I rolled my eyes. " Drake it's like 8 in the fucking morning why the hell are you calling me this early of a Saturday at that huh ", I questioned .
I know probably thinking what the fuck bestfriends right? Well me and Drake have gotten pretty close after the little encounter in my office and NO it ain't physical more like emotional. He kind of became my support system through this life. Even when his alter-Ego " Aubrey" comes in to play I can tolerate him. His Fiancee ' I still can't he believe he still with ha' ass' wasn't so happy about it.
I can still remember the day she caught me sleep in his guest with nothing but his shirt on.
Flashback
" AUBREY DRAKE GRAHAM WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT ?!?!?! , she hollered waking me up out my sleep.
I had just pulled an all nighter and asked Drake if he could scoop me up since I wasn't fit to drive.
" AYO calm yo ass down with that screaming shit alright", I said in my nicest tone.
The look she gave me was priceless. " Oooo so you just run shit around here huh " I rolled my eyes " Never said that you just assuming shit".
" What the fuck ever where is Aubrey ??"
" I'm right here baby what's the problem", he said coming out the bathroom with nothing but a towel on.
I couldn't lie Papi was looking right. I bite my lip. She shot me a look.
" Go put some clothes now so we can go ", she spat and then exited out the room.
" Alright damn ", he said. He went to the closet and pulled out a fit. He began going back in the bathroom when out of nowhere her ass screamed . " In OUR room Drake".
I couldn't contain my laughter. " Yea she's a keeper.
End of flashback
" Well I know yo ass be tired and shit so I wanted to take you a vacation with me ", I could see his smirk through the phone.
" OH fuck naw ole' girl gone trip ".
" Please she don't run shit but her mouth ", he said defending himself.
" Mhmmmm right but I still don't trust you or the ' other ' you ".
" Calm on please Nic I promise will be on our best behavior " , he pleaded.
I couldn't help but smile. " Ok but if even think about trying something slick I'm out that bitch ".
" Deal , I suggest you get ready cause I just pulled up ". I sucked my teeth " Nigga why didn't tell me this a day ahead I take forever to pack.
He laughed , " No need got everything taken cared of".
" Boy I ain't bout to go nowhere with you with no clothes and shit you trippen".
There he go with this laugh again. " Trust me Nic when yo best friend say he got this he got this. "
" Hmmm whatever nigga, just come in cause I'm about to take a shower".
" Ooo free peep show". I gave him a fake laugh , " hahhaha you real cute ".
I hoped out of my bed while grabbing the outfit I had already picked out and my toiletries.
I turned on my shower setting the temp to the perfect heat level. I then stripped and got in .
I was in the middle of washing when I felt a cold breeze shoot through. I just ignored it again when I felt two warm ass hands wrap around me waist.
My bed was froze. I was about to grab my scrubber and attack this intruder when his soft voice rang through my ear.
" Taking a shower and didn't invite yo best friend now that's mean ain't it Onika" , he spoke smoothly sending chills down my spin.
I turned around in his grip. I stared at him in his piercing blue eyes. " A-Aubrey what are doing in here " , I strutted.
" Just helping a friend ", he winked at me.
His hands began to caress my sides which gradually turned into him rubbing inbetween my thighs. I felt my breathe catch in my throat.
Oh hell no I can't.
" Oh no no no Aubrey get out NOW ", I shot at him.
He face changed into a deep scowl but he exited without a word. I put my hand on my beating chest. I breathed out a sigh and quickly got changed.
I flew through my hygiene and makeup. I grabbed my phone and my purse and walked down stairs. I could feel the tension in the room.
" Drake I'm ready", he said nothing and just got up and walked to the door. I sucked my teeth .
Oh what fun vacation this will be.....
Friday, October 19, 2012
Monday, September 17, 2012
Doin it Well
I sat there shuffling in my seat and avoided any eye contact with him. Out of all the things he wanted to talk about he wanted to pick the god damn kiss first. I could feel his eyes burning holes into the side of my face awaiting for me to crack first.
I cleared my throat. " If you want to talk about it talk about I'm listening", I stated in a unconvincing tone. He chuckled lowly and got up from his seat and walked over from his seat to mine. He sat right in front of me on the edge of my desk.
" Well all I wanted to know is how you felt after you kissed me ", he smirked.
I rolled my eyes, " Look Drake I-I felt nothing ok-okay", I stuttered miserably.
He laughed softly. " If you didn't feeling nothing then why you stuttering baby girl huh , do I make you uncomfortable ?" , he question while leaning in more towards my face. " No " I spoke lowly.
" Then are you avoiding eye contact with me huh , look at me Nicki".
He brought he his hand down to my face and cuffed it making me look directly in his eyes. It felt like was getting lost in a sea of hazel. Before I knew it his lips where inching towards mine. He lightly kissed my lips sending shivers down my spin. I roped my hands around his neck deepening the kiss. I poked my tongue button his lips waiting for entrance to his mouth. Our tongues danced as he groped on my ass. I moaned low which knocked me out of my sexually frustrated trance. I pushed him off and slapped him across his face.
" Drake you're married what the fuck", I yelled
I looked him in his eyes. They began to change color...into a startling blue color. I stepped back from him as his whole demeanor shift. This wasn't the person I was just in the room with, this was a different side of Drake. I could feel his stare burn holes in the side of my face. I glanced up to see him admiring my body making me blush.
I was the first to speak ," Umm Drake wh-why are your eyes blue"
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A sly smirk spread across his face. "Baby my name isn't Drake it's Aubrey", he voice sounded so smooth yet cold and sinster.
I scrunched my face in confusion. " Well duh nigga of course your name is Aubrey , I know that already", I spat.
He laugh was dark and mono-toned. It sent chills done my spine.
He shook his head as he spoke ," Naw baby girl I am Aubrey no Drake just Aubrey".
I stared at him blankly as he moved closer to me. I walked backwards until I felt the cold glass on my back. I rested his hands on windows as he head dropped down to my face. I could feel his cool breathe tickle my lips.
" Onika", the way he said my name sent me over the edge, " Look at me when I'm talking to you", he spoke with so much authority. I tilted my head up getting my head lost into his crystal blue eyes.
" Yes ", I said above a whisper.
" Will you be mine".......
" N-noo we can never be Drake your married that would be wrong and I am not a home wrecker", I spat.
He shook his head at me. " Who even said I wanted the broad huh ". I gave a 'what the fuck look".
" You did nigga that's why you popped the question to her duhhh", I said a a knowing tone.
" I didn't but Drake did, I wanted you. I wanted you since the day I saw clock that nigga at the back of my party", he smirked.
I looked at him confused until that memory flooded my mind. " That was your party and that was you outside".
He nodded his head while licking his lips.
" Yea after that I started keeping tabs on you , basically looking out for you keeping you out of harms way also yo' moms needed somebody to protect you since you won't listen to her and get out of the game."
My mouth dropped. " So my own mother got my ass a fucking baby sitter to look over me!"
" Yup that sums it up ", he laughed. I cut my eyes at him , " It's not funny Drake".
He stopped laughing and gave me a hard look. " I told you my name is Aubrey girl so you will call me that got it ", he demanded.
" First off muthafucka I don't care who the fuck you are you are not going to be talking side ways to me " , I spat. In swift movement his hand was around my throat and my body was pressed hard against the window.
" As your protector you will do what I say or this little arrangement we got here ain't got be so smooth", I spoke roughly into my neck. He started to place small kisses on my neck. His tongue was tracing hearts on my neck making me knees weak. " You got that Onika", he said as he bite my neck hard.
" Yes ! ", I moaned out. I felt him smile across my neck. His hand slowly crept down to my thighs and upstream to my panties. " Aubrey wh-what are you doing", I groaned out. Before I could utter another word his fingers where inside of me . He pumped slowly.
" Oh fuck Aubrey" I cried out. He said nothing all he did was suck and bite on my neck. I knew hickies were starting to form .
He curved his finger inside of me hitting me g-spot. I tried to push him off but it was a epic fail. " Aubrey pl-please stop", I begged which only made him go faster. I gripped on his shoulders and bite his neck as rode out my orgasm on his fingers. He removed his hands and licked my juices off his fingers.
" Mmmm you taste real good, like mangoes", he smirked. He looked at his watch then at me " Welp I should be heading off but I'll be seeing you soon ma", he pecked my lips and was on his merry way leaving me stunned once again.
Thursday, September 6, 2012
Sneak Peek !
I looked him in his eyes. They began to change color...into a startling blue color. I stepped back from him as his whole demeanor shift. This wasn't the person I was just in the room with, this was a different side of Drake. I could feel his stare burn holes in the side of my face. I glanced up to see him admiring my body making me blush.
I was the first to speak ," Umm Drake wh-why are your eyes blue".
A sly smirk spread across his face. "Baby my name isn't Drake it's Aubrey", he voice sounded so smooth yet cold and sinster.
I scrunched my face in confusion. " Well duh nigga of course your name is Aubrey , I know that already", I spat.
He laugh was dark and mono-toned. It sent chills done my spine.
He shook his head as he spoke.
" Naw baby girl I am Aubrey no, Drake just Aubrey".
I stared at him blankly as he moved closer to me. I walked backwards until I felt the cold glass on my back. I rested his hands on windows as he head dropped down to my face. I could feel his cool breathe tickle my lips.
" Onika", the way he said my name sent me over the edge, " Look at me when I'm talking to you", he spoke with so much authority. I tilted my head up getting my head lost into his crystal blue eyes.
" Yes ", I said above a whisper.
" Will you be mine".......
So yeah I started school a few weeks back I.E is why I wasn't post that much. I'm trying to figure out a schedule plan so I can update for you guys so please be patient with me ... Oh if you have a twitter follow me so I can just @ guys when I post k , bye. - Milli
Monday, August 27, 2012
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
The Resistance
Me and Lee'lee have been riding around the city to every hotspot and or business location that Nic is associated with. We even went to family's houses and believe me that was not a pleasant thing to say to the person whose suppose to keeping a eye on their daughter. We are now sitting in the parking lot of Nic's last drop off. My mind was all over the place. To know that I was the last one to see her alive and well brought chills down my spine. To be the last one to hold and kiss....made my heart stop.
My phone vibrated in my pocket signaling I had a text message. I sighed and grabbed my Iphone out and slide the bar to unlock it. It was a text from an unknown number.
Unknown : 212-974-1245
Check your voicemail and you will find your answer.
I scrunched my face in confusion. I knew it was my only lead so I went to my voice mail and found the unknown number with the message. Whoever it was had breathing problems or sounded like they ran a marathon. The voice on the end seemed to be masked with a device a sound changer of some sort. " If you want baby girl , which I know you do. I need a half a million dollars waiting at the Marriot Hotel in the next 15 minutes or shawty ain't gone make it", with that he hung up. I took the phone off my ear and looked at the phone like it was crazy. My blood was beyond boiling. I beeped my horn to get Lee'lee ass out of there Onika's life is a stake.
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I literally was doing 100 mph down the damn streets. Lee'Lee was begging me slow down. But we didn't have time . I had to get to her. I had less than 5 minutes less because I had to withdraw almost a million dollars out of my account, but money wasn't even the subject of the matter only Onika was.
We arrived at the hotel with minutes to spare. I gave Lee'Lee the money and the directions to where to drop off the money. I made sure she had her gun her so if anything went wrong she have it with her. We both hopped out the car and went our separate ways. I literally sprinted to her room. When I finally made it to the door. The sight I say was ghastly. The room was completely destroyed. There was blood on the floor even on the curtains. I looked to the bed to see her sprawled across it.
I prayed to God I wasn't too late. Even in that state that she was in she was still beautiful. I felt her pulse which was faint. I grabbed a towel out of the bathroom which also destroyed and the bath tub was a pale pink color. I rushed back over to Nicki wrapped her body in the towels and took her straight to the hospital.
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I sat there awaiting in the doctor's office. One of my hands fiddled with the zipper on my jacket while the other absentmindedly rubbed my belly. I was close to 2 months pregnant. I was only sixteen I knew I couldn't take of no kids plus the father was a fucking dead beat wouldn't even claim it. Also I didn't want to disappointment my mama. She already has too much on her plate.
" Onika Maraj the doctor may see yo know", the nurse at the desk called out.
I was knocked out of my thoughts. She lead my to the back room into the abortion area. She gave me some clothes to change in for the procedure.
I as I changed my thoughts raced every which way.
Can I kill him or her?
I am not God so do I have the right to kill this my baby?
Can I leave with myself?
What would my mother say?
A tear fell from my face. Then there was a small knock on the bathroom door.
" Ms. Maraj the doctor is ready for you now".
I took a deep breathe and mad my decision.
I woke up a cold sweat. Fresh tears stained my face. I was taken back. I looked around the room to see that I was not in the hotel but in the hospital. My clothes where changed into medical scrubs and my body was hooked up this huge machine.
" How the hell did I get here ?" , I thought to myself.
My question was answer when my eyes landed on him. He shifted in his sleep signaling that he was about to wake up. The sun hit his beautiful eyes making them shine.
" You're awake you've been sleep for about 3 weeks now and-", I cut him off in mid sentence.
Even though he brought me here didn't mean I trust him.
" Look not to be rude or anything but I don't trust you okay? It seems like every time your around my ass always ends up in hot water and your no where to be found. So you could do my a favor and just leave".
" Look I know your confused right now but just let me explain myself ", he begged.
I shook my head like a stubborn child. " FUCK NO! It's probably because of you is why I'm in here", I have screamed making my throat burn.
" Look Nicki just let me explain -"
I tore my eyes away from him as the door handle began to move and the doctor walked in.
" Good Afternoon Ms. Maraj I'm glad that you've woken up your where in a coma for about almost a month. And you too Mr. Graham. You need to thank this man Onika he saved your life even gave you his blood.
I looked over to Drake and saw anger and sympathy wash over his face.
" I'm happy that your feeling better and everything we still got to run a few more test on you to make sure your body is functioning", he continued. " But umm Ms. Maraj I have to some bad news ... " He looked down at his chart as I bit my lips nervously.
" Let's see due to massive blood lose, injury to the lower stomach, and stress you had a miscarriage you lost your baby I'm sorry".
My mind went blank for a second. I had another miscarriage ... another one of my babies left me again. I could feel the tears willing to escape out of my eyes at any given moment. But I held them back. I couldn't cry anymore. It was my fault. I was the one to blame.
I looked over to Drake. His face washed with sympathy. I opened my mouth to speak but he cut me off with a apology.
" Nicki I am so sorry for your lost , maybe if I would of made it on time I co-", I put my hands up to silence his words. I didn't need his apology or his pity.
" Thank for everything Drake but I still need you to go ", I spoke above whisper.
Pained showed on his face but he didn't object to it. He simply nodded and went on his way.
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6 weeks later....
I sat in my office. My desk was filled with paper work and dirty money. I knew after the traumatic thing I just went through should have slowed my down but it only fueled me to go harder. I needed to reestablish myself as a Drug lord. If people thought they could fuck with me especially king they had another thing fucking coming. I was banding my money together when I heard a knock on my glass door.
It was Lee'lee. Me and Lee'lee have grown closer since my incident. She was sorta like my support system through this. " Wassup boo?", I asked her.
She had a funny expression on her face. " Umm Nic Drake is here to see you".
I rolled my eyes. This boy never gives up. I haven't been in contact with that money since what happened. But that doesn't stop him. He just shows up which in return I shut him down.
" Tell him I'm busy ", I stated.
" See I would but he's-".
" But I'm already up here and I see your not that busy so we can talk then", he smirked.
"Fine, but you have to tell me everything that happened and why your here to 'protect me ' like you said before", I demanded.
A sly smile grew on his face, " Sure let's put everything out on the table starting with the kiss".
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I know really short but, I 'm going to make up for it.... S.N this is Rihanna talking.... I'm going to make a schedule and so I can tell you guys when and when I'm not gonna update. I might not update all the time cause I am a SENIOR in high school and I do have to focus on that. So if I say I update and I don't please don't get made... Thank you- Milli
I know really short but, I 'm going to make up for it.... S.N this is Rihanna talking.... I'm going to make a schedule and so I can tell you guys when and when I'm not gonna update. I might not update all the time cause I am a SENIOR in high school and I do have to focus on that. So if I say I update and I don't please don't get made... Thank you- Milli
Sunday, August 19, 2012
Monday, July 30, 2012
Preview
I sat there awaiting in the doctor's office. One of my hands fiddled with the zipper on my jacket while the other absentmindedly rubbed my belly. I was close to 2 months pregnant. I was only sixteen I knew I couldn't take of no kids plus the father was a fucking dead beat wouldn't even claim it. Also I didn't want to disappointment my mama. She already has too much on her plate.
" Onika Maraj the doctor may see yo know", the nurse at the desk called out.
I was knocked out of my thoughts. She lead my to the back room into the abortion area. She gave me some clothes to change in for the procedure.
I as I changed my thoughts raced every which way.
Can I kill him or her?
I am not God so do I have the right to kill this my baby?
Can I leave with myself?
What would my mother say?
A tear fell from my face. Then there was a small knock on the bathroom door.
" Ms. Maraj the doctor is ready for you now".
I took a deep breathe and mad my decision.
I woke up a cold sweat. Fresh tears stained my face. I was taken back. I looked around the room to see that I was not in the hotel but in the hospital. My clothes where changed into medical scrubs and my body was hooked up this huge machine.
" How the hell did I get here ?" , I thought to myself.
My question was answer when my eyes landed on him. He shifted in his sleep signaling that he was about to wake up. The sun hit his beautiful eyes making them shine.
" You're awake you've been sleep for about 3 weeks now and-", I cut him off in mid sentence.
Even though he brought me here didn't mean I trust him.
" Look not to be rude or anything but I don't trust you okay? It seems like every time your around my ass always ends up in hot water and your no where to be found. So you could do my a favor and just leave".
" Look I know your confused right now but just let me explain myself ", he begged.
I shook my head like a stubborn child. " FUCK NO! It's probably because of you is why I'm in here", I have screamed making my throat burn.
" Look Nicki just let me explain -"
I tore my eyes away from him as the door handle began to move and the doctor walked in.
" Good Afternoon Ms. Maraj I'm glad that you've woken up your where in a coma for about almost a month. And you too Mr. Graham. You need to thank this man Onika he saved your life even gave you his blood.
I looked over to Drake and saw anger and sympathy wash over his face.
" I'm happy that your feeling better and everything we still got to run a few more test on you to make sure your body is functioning", he continued. " But umm Ms. Maraj I have to some bad news ... " He looked down at his chart as I bit my lips nervously.
" Let's see due to massive blood lose, injury to the lower stomach, and stress you had a miscarriage you lost your baby I'm sorry".
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