Doin it Well

I sat there shuffling in my seat and avoided any eye contact with him. Out of all the things he wanted to talk about he wanted to pick the god damn kiss first. I could feel his eyes burning holes into the side of my face awaiting for me to crack first. 

I cleared my throat. " If you want to talk about it talk about I'm listening", I stated in a unconvincing tone. He chuckled lowly and got up from his seat and walked over from his seat to mine. He sat right in front of me on the edge of my desk. 

" Well all I wanted to know is how you felt after you kissed me ", he smirked. 

I rolled my eyes, " Look Drake I-I felt nothing ok-okay", I stuttered miserably. 

He laughed softly. " If you didn't feeling nothing then why you stuttering baby girl huh , do I make you uncomfortable ?" , he question while leaning in more towards my face. " No " I spoke lowly. 

" Then are you avoiding eye contact with me huh , look at me Nicki". 

He brought he his hand down to my face and cuffed it making me look directly in his eyes. It felt like was getting lost in a sea of hazel. Before I knew it his lips where inching towards mine. He lightly kissed my lips sending shivers down my spin. I roped my hands around his neck deepening the kiss. I poked my tongue button his lips waiting for entrance to his mouth. Our tongues danced as he groped on my ass. I moaned low which knocked me out of my sexually frustrated trance. I pushed him off and slapped him across his face. 

" Drake you're married what the fuck", I yelled

I looked him in his eyes. They began to change color...into a startling blue color. I stepped back from him  as his whole demeanor shift.  This wasn't the person I was just in the room with, this was a different side of Drake. I could feel his stare burn holes in the side of my face. I glanced up to see him admiring my body making me blush. 

I was the first to speak ," Umm Drake wh-why are your eyes blue"

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A sly smirk spread across his face. "Baby my name isn't Drake it's Aubrey", he voice sounded so smooth yet cold and sinster. 

I scrunched my face in confusion. " Well duh nigga of course your name is Aubrey , I know that already", I spat.

He laugh was dark and mono-toned. It sent chills done my spine. 

He shook his head as he spoke ," Naw baby girl I am Aubrey no Drake just Aubrey".

I stared at him blankly as he moved closer to me. I walked backwards until I felt the cold glass on my back. I rested his hands on windows as he head dropped down to my face. I could feel his cool breathe tickle my lips. 

" Onika", the way he said my name sent me over the edge, " Look at me when I'm talking to you", he spoke with so much authority. I tilted my head up getting my head lost into his crystal blue eyes.

" Yes ", I said above a whisper.

" Will you be mine".......

" N-noo we can never be Drake your married that would be wrong and I am not a home wrecker", I spat.

He shook his head at me. " Who even said I wanted the broad huh ". I gave a 'what the fuck look". 

" You did nigga that's why you popped the question to her duhhh", I said a a knowing tone. 

" I didn't but Drake did, I wanted you. I wanted you since the day I saw clock that nigga at the back of my party", he smirked. 

I looked at him confused until that memory flooded my mind. " That was your party and that was you outside". 

He nodded his head while licking his lips. 

" Yea after that I started keeping tabs on you , basically looking out for you keeping you out of harms way also yo' moms needed somebody to protect you since you won't listen to her and get out of the game."

My mouth dropped. " So my own mother got my ass a fucking baby sitter to look over me!"

" Yup that sums it up ", he laughed.  I cut my eyes at him , " It's not funny Drake".

He stopped laughing  and gave me a hard look. " I told you my  name is Aubrey girl so you will call me that got it ", he demanded. 

" First off muthafucka I don't care who the fuck you are you are not going to be talking side ways to me " , I spat. In swift movement his hand was around my throat and my body was pressed hard against the window. 

" As your protector you will do what I say or this little arrangement we got here ain't got be so smooth", I spoke roughly into my neck. He started to place small kisses on my neck. His tongue was tracing hearts on my neck making me knees weak. " You got that Onika", he said as he bite my neck hard. 

" Yes ! ", I moaned out. I felt him smile across my neck. His hand slowly crept down to my thighs and upstream to my panties. " Aubrey wh-what are you doing", I groaned out. Before I could utter another word his fingers where inside of me . He pumped slowly. 

 " Oh fuck Aubrey" I cried out. He said nothing all he did was suck and bite on my neck. I knew hickies were starting to form . 

He curved his finger inside of me hitting me g-spot. I tried to push him off but it was a epic fail. " Aubrey pl-please stop", I begged which only made him go faster. I gripped on his shoulders and bite his neck as rode out my orgasm on his fingers. He removed his hands and licked my juices off his fingers. 

" Mmmm you taste real good, like mangoes", he smirked. He looked at his watch then at me " Welp I should be heading off but I'll be seeing you soon ma", he pecked my lips and was on his merry way leaving me stunned once again. 

Sneak Peek !

I looked him in his eyes. They began to change color...into a startling blue color. I stepped back from him  as his whole demeanor shift.  This wasn't the person I was just in the room with, this was a different side of Drake. I could feel his stare burn holes in the side of my face. I glanced up to see him admiring my body making me blush. 

I was the first to speak ," Umm Drake wh-why are your eyes blue".

A sly smirk spread across his face. "Baby my name isn't Drake it's Aubrey", he voice sounded so smooth yet cold and sinster. 

I scrunched my face in confusion. " Well duh nigga of course your name is Aubrey , I know that already", I spat.

He laugh was dark and mono-toned. It sent chills done my spine. 

He shook his head as he spoke. 

" Naw baby girl I am Aubrey no, Drake just Aubrey".

I stared at him blankly as he moved closer to me. I walked backwards until I felt the cold glass on my back. I rested his hands on windows as he head dropped down to my face. I could feel his cool breathe tickle my lips. 

" Onika", the way he said my name sent me over the edge, " Look at me when I'm talking to you", he spoke with so much authority. I tilted my head up getting my head lost into his crystal blue eyes.

" Yes ", I said above a whisper.

" Will you be mine".......

So yeah I started school a few weeks back I.E is why I wasn't post that much. I'm trying to figure out a schedule plan so I can update for you guys so please be patient with me ... Oh if you have a twitter follow me so I can just @ guys when I post k , bye. - Milli

Updating Tomorrow ^__^

The Resistance

Me and Lee'lee have been riding around the city to every hotspot and or business location that Nic is associated with. We even went to family's houses and believe me that was not a pleasant thing to say to the person whose suppose to keeping a eye on their daughter. We are now sitting in the parking lot of Nic's last drop off. My mind was all over the place. To know that I was the last one to see her alive and well brought chills down my spine. To be the last one to hold and kiss....made my heart stop.

My phone vibrated in my pocket signaling I had a text message. I sighed and grabbed my Iphone out and slide the bar to unlock it. It was a text from an unknown number. 

Unknown : 212-974-1245

Check your voicemail and you will find your answer. 

I scrunched my face in confusion. I knew it was my only lead so I went to my voice mail and found the unknown number with the message. Whoever it was had breathing problems or sounded like they ran a marathon. The voice on the end seemed to be masked with a device a sound changer of some sort. " If you want baby girl , which I know you do. I need a half a million dollars waiting at the Marriot Hotel in the next 15 minutes or shawty ain't gone make it", with that he hung up. I took the phone off my ear and looked at the phone like it was crazy. My blood was beyond boiling. I beeped my horn to get Lee'lee ass out of there Onika's life is a stake. 

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I literally was doing 100 mph down the damn streets. Lee'Lee was begging me slow down. But we didn't have time . I had to get to her. I had less than 5 minutes less because I had to withdraw almost a million dollars out of my account, but money wasn't even the subject of the matter only Onika was.

We arrived at the hotel with minutes to spare. I gave Lee'Lee the money and the directions to where to drop off the money. I made sure she had her gun her so if  anything went wrong she have it with her. We both hopped out the car and went our separate ways. I literally sprinted to her room. When I finally made it to the door. The sight I say was ghastly. The room was completely destroyed. There was blood on the floor even on the curtains. I looked to the bed to see her sprawled across it. 

I prayed to God I wasn't too late. Even in that state that she was in she was still beautiful. I felt her pulse which was faint. I grabbed a towel out of the bathroom which also destroyed and the bath tub was a pale pink color. I rushed back over to Nicki wrapped her body in the towels and took her straight to the hospital. 

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I sat there awaiting in the doctor's office. One of my hands fiddled with the zipper on my jacket while the other absentmindedly rubbed my belly. I was close to 2 months pregnant. I was only sixteen I knew I couldn't take of no kids plus the father was a fucking dead beat wouldn't even claim it. Also I didn't want to disappointment my mama. She already has too much on her plate. 

" Onika Maraj the doctor may see yo know", the nurse at the desk called out.

I was knocked out of my thoughts. She lead my to the back room into the abortion area. She gave me some clothes to change in for the procedure. 

I as I changed my thoughts raced every which way.

Can I kill him or her?

I am not God so do I have the right to kill this my baby?

Can I leave with myself?

What would my mother say?

A tear fell from my face. Then there was a small knock on the bathroom door. 

" Ms. Maraj the doctor is ready for you now".

I took a deep breathe and mad my decision.

I woke up a cold sweat. Fresh tears stained my face. I was taken back. I looked around the room to see that I was not in the hotel but in the hospital. My clothes where changed into medical scrubs and my body was hooked up this huge machine.

" How the hell did I get here ?" , I thought to myself.

My question was answer when my eyes landed on him. He shifted in his sleep signaling that he was about to wake up. The sun hit his beautiful eyes making them shine. 

" You're awake you've been sleep for about 3 weeks now and-", I cut him off in mid sentence.

Even though he brought me here didn't mean I trust him.

" Look not to be rude or anything but  I don't trust you okay? It seems like every time your around my ass always ends up in hot water and your no where to be found. So you could do my a favor and just leave".

" Look I know your confused right now but just let me explain myself ", he begged.

I shook my head like a stubborn child. " FUCK NO! It's probably because of you is why I'm in here", I have screamed making my throat burn.

" Look Nicki just let me explain -"

I tore my eyes away from him as the door handle began to move and the doctor walked in.

" Good Afternoon Ms. Maraj I'm glad that you've woken up your where in a coma for about almost a month. And you too Mr. Graham. You need to thank this man Onika he saved your life even gave you his blood. 

I looked over to Drake and saw anger and sympathy wash over his face. 

" I'm happy that your feeling better and everything we still got to run a few more test on you to make sure your body is functioning", he continued. " But umm Ms. Maraj I have to some bad news ... " He looked down at his chart as I bit my lips nervously.

 " Let's see due to massive blood lose, injury to the lower stomach, and stress you had a miscarriage you lost your baby I'm sorry".

My mind went blank for a second. I had another miscarriage ... another one of my babies left me again. I could feel the tears willing to escape out of my eyes at any given moment. But I held them back. I couldn't cry anymore. It was my fault. I was the one to blame. 

I looked over to Drake. His face washed with sympathy. I opened my mouth to speak but he cut me off with a apology. 

" Nicki I am so sorry for your lost , maybe if I would of made it on time I co-", I put my hands up to silence his words. I didn't need his apology or his pity.

" Thank for everything Drake but I still need you to go ", I spoke above whisper. 

Pained showed on his face but he didn't object to it. He simply nodded and went on his way. 

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6 weeks later....

I sat in my office. My desk was filled with paper work and dirty money. I knew after the traumatic thing I just went through should have slowed my down but it only fueled me to go harder. I needed to reestablish  myself as a Drug lord. If people thought they could fuck with me especially king they had another thing fucking coming. I was banding my money together when I heard a knock on my glass door. 

It was Lee'lee. Me and Lee'lee have grown closer since my incident. She was sorta like my support system through this. " Wassup boo?", I asked her. 

She had a funny expression on her face. " Umm Nic Drake is here to see you".

I rolled my eyes. This boy never gives up. I haven't been in contact with that money since what happened. But that doesn't stop him. He just shows up which in return I shut him down. 

" Tell him I'm busy ", I stated. 

" See I would but he's-".

" But I'm already up here and I see your not that busy so we can talk then", he smirked. 

"Fine, but you have to tell me everything that happened and why your here to 'protect me ' like you said before", I demanded. 

A sly smile grew on his face, " Sure let's put everything out on the table starting with the kiss".

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I know really short but, I 'm going to make up for it.... S.N this is Rihanna talking.... I'm going to make a schedule and so I can tell you guys when and when I'm not gonna update. I might not update all the time cause I am a SENIOR in high school and I do have to focus on that. So if I say I update and I don't please don't get made... Thank you- Milli 

Updating tomorrow !

Preview

I sat there awaiting in the doctor's office. One of my hands fiddled with the zipper on my jacket while the other absentmindedly rubbed my belly. I was close to 2 months pregnant. I was only sixteen I knew I couldn't take of no kids plus the father was a fucking dead beat wouldn't even claim it. Also I didn't want to disappointment my mama. She already has too much on her plate. 

" Onika Maraj the doctor may see yo know", the nurse at the desk called out.

I was knocked out of my thoughts. She lead my to the back room into the abortion area. She gave me some clothes to change in for the procedure. 

I as I changed my thoughts raced every which way.

Can I kill him or her?

I am not God so do I have the right to kill this my baby?

Can I leave with myself?

What would my mother say?

A tear fell from my face. Then there was a small knock on the bathroom door. 

" Ms. Maraj the doctor is ready for you now".

I took a deep breathe and mad my decision.

I woke up a cold sweat. Fresh tears stained my face. I was taken back. I looked around the room to see that I was not in the hotel but in the hospital. My clothes where changed into medical scrubs and my body was hooked up this huge machine.

" How the hell did I get here ?" , I thought to myself.

My question was answer when my eyes landed on him. He shifted in his sleep signaling that he was about to wake up. The sun hit his beautiful eyes making them shine. 

" You're awake you've been sleep for about 3 weeks now and-", I cut him off in mid sentence.

Even though he brought me here didn't mean I trust him.

" Look not to be rude or anything but  I don't trust you okay? It seems like every time your around my ass always ends up in hot water and your no where to be found. So you could do my a favor and just leave".

" Look I know your confused right now but just let me explain myself ", he begged.

I shook my head like a stubborn child. " FUCK NO! It's probably because of you is why I'm in here", I have screamed making my throat burn.

" Look Nicki just let me explain -"

I tore my eyes away from him as the door handle began to move and the doctor walked in.

" Good Afternoon Ms. Maraj I'm glad that you've woken up your where in a coma for about almost a month. And you too Mr. Graham. You need to thank this man Onika he saved your life even gave you his blood. 

I looked over to Drake and saw anger and sympathy wash over his face. 

" I'm happy that your feeling better and everything we still got to run a few more test on you to make sure your body is functioning", he continued. " But umm Ms. Maraj I have to some bad news ... " He looked down at his chart as I bit my lips nervously.

 " Let's see due to massive blood lose, injury to the lower stomach, and stress you had a miscarriage you lost your baby I'm sorry".

Autobiography

I could feel my body began to succumb to the pain. I felt my body go through the pain right into the numbness. My throat was on fire from the screaming I was doing earlier. My eyes where blurred by the tears that where still storming down my face. I felt a sharp pain coming from my lower abdomen.The pain was excruciating and all I wanted to down was scream in agony but my throat and my mind where not in the same place. So I sat there as the calm darkness welcomed me tired body.


My eyes fluttered open because I felt a touch of heat hit my eyelids. I opened my eyes slowly checking my surroundings. They soon popped open because I was not in the same place as I was once before no. I was in the middle of white nothingness. All there was was a warm light and whiteness. I looked down to see that my body had on a beautiful night gown and I was bare foot. Also my body felt like it was completely calm no trace of pain or tiredness. My body was revamped. I scanned the place for any sign of life but there was nothing. I sunk down into the spot I once laid on and cried another set of tears....


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"What do you mean she's been missing for a couple of days", I half screamed.

Her body jumped out my kind of rough tone. I took a few short breathes and put my body at ease. I decided to approach her in a more nicer tone.

" Look uh...." Lee'Lee", she answered. " Well look Lee'Lee you have to tell me any information or the where a bouts that On- I mean Nicki might be", I stated.

She thought a quick second before she spoke. " Nobody in our little group , the streets, or her associates have seen her, not even mama Carol", she said above a whisper.

I slide my hands over my hand of frustrations setting in on my mind.

I just saw her a couple days ago... I kissed her a couple of days. She was fine and full of life. Maybe I shouldn't of left her maybe this is all my fault. I swear if she's  dead..I don't what'll do..
Somethings not adding up here....




"Umm sir...HELLO.... Yo yellow boy what is your named", she screamed trying to get my attention.

I shook my head of my thoughts and stuck out my hand , " My bad ma, my name is Drake."

She shook. I stared right in her eyes to see her realizations of who I really am started to show. Her eyes damn near bugged out. " You're you- ".

" Yeah I know I'm his son but we gotta cut this talking shit short we gotta go so go get yo stuff " , I ordered.

She nodded her head and flew upstairs just to come running back down in less than 5 minutes flat.

" You ready?", I asked.

" Yeah but how do we know where to look for her", she questioned me.

" I think I might have an idea".


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I sat there as I poured my soul on to the  beautiful white floor. ' Am I dead ? Is this place you come to after your body is no longer with the leaving?'

" No ", a beautiful angelic child like voice answering my inner thoughts.


"Who-Whose there", I stuttered.


" Did you already forget about me mommy ? ", the voice asked me coming into view of me.


My air got caught into my throat as a beautiful child who looked like to be 3 or 4 years old approached me. The face I stared at look like my own. His beautiful hair was like mine also his faint dimples where like mine. His father's features also showed from his hazel eyes and little ears. His skin tone was from the both of us. 


I felt a soft touch like a feather caress the side of my face. " Mommy don't cry can't you see that I'm right here", he said . 


I grabbed his tiny hand to see if he was real and he was. I picked him up in the quickness and cradle his smile body against mines. 


"You don't how long I've wanted to actually do that ", I sobbed out. 


" Since the day you decided to give me to God", he stated. 


I closed my eyes as the flash back of me in the hospital clutching my stomach after I go the abortion. I felt so empty so useless. I cried for weeks maybe even months. Everyday on it's birthday I would buy a cake celebrating it' could've been birthday.


Tears began to flow out of my face. I don't see how I could be crying so much. 


" I soo--sorryyy baby mommy didn't mean to let you die I wanted you to be here with my right if I could turn-".


He put his hand up to stop my apologizes. 


" God had another plan for you and me mommy. He wanted me to come home mommy. He knew that you he was doing with you and I . He has chosen another path for the both of us. " he spoke.


" But baby boy mommy's you so much why would God want to talk you away from me", I questioned. 


" Please mommy don't question God he has his reason he knew what he was doing he has chosen another path for your life but you have to be willing to live up to the sacrifices. "


" So are like my guardian angle or.."


" No I am not am your life line back to sanity and also to God. I am the person you look to when you are at your lowest and in you darkest I am you beacon of hope ".


My eyes grew big. 


" Mommy you have to stop what your doing because if you don't I will not be here to save you like I use to and neither will your guardian angel".


"What do yo mean you won't be here... Are you saying you'll leave me", my voice cracked.


" Let's just say once you are gone I'm gone as well".


I breathed in trying to soak up this new info I just received. Then my mind went back to my guardian angel.


" So I have a guardian angel right", I asked.


He nodded. 


" Well will they help me through this process or new mission in my life?".


" Yes only if let them you can't keep your guard up forever mommy".


" Well mommy I have to go our father is calling me back home to him".


I shook my head and hugged him tighter, " I don't want you to leave me in this place by myself".


" Mommy you are not dead your in between the world of the living and the dead".


" So am I going to live".


" I don't I don't have all the answer only God knows", his voice began to get low in tone.


His began to disappear until he was no more


But he didn't leave with out saying 'I love you mommy always and forever'.

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I'll be posting the next chapter soon until next time- Milli